Tuesday, August 10, 2010

My comforter


My grandma has been the light of my life. she has always been there to make me feel comfortable in situation that I necessarily don’t want to experience. I remember talking to her late at night about things that were going on between my mom and me and she would always say god is going to take care of it . She has always been there when my mother wasn’t . Like the tragic day when I found out who my biological father was. Things haven’t been all that easy but its nice to look back some time and realize that you have someone to comfort you . I feel that Marjane’s dad comforts her mother in the book with the situations there going through. Looking back on page 119 his wife expresses her love for him being there to help with Marjane and other situations she cant handle . All in all my just like marjane’s dad is there for her mother my grandmother is there for me to help me through tough times. When I remember all the times I woke up and didn’t see my mom knowing im the only person in the house and theres really nothing to eat . I felt abandonment from her she left me there for sometimes three days not knowing were she was . I would sit and look out the window to like three in the morning crying and hoping that who ever she left us for would bring her back alive in one piece I can say that seriously I still have a lot of forgiving to do because somewhere in feeling abandon you lose a since of trust for everything and everyone. Marjane experienced abandonment in a different way I think. Her parent haven’t never left her side but her mother dosent understand why she dose the things she do which makes her feel very angery when she gets yelled at for skipping school . I feel that know body should ever feel adandonment in there life its not a nice feeling and it effects your life dramatically.

1 comment:

  1. I really like the picture / quote you did because that is so true . A lot of people have walked out of my life that I was extreamly close to. So dont worry you are not alone

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