My strongest thoughts

In the book Ture notebook the character Benny the smallest one in the class i believe is really making a change but with in himself. i know this because in chapter 20the Buster on pages 240 and 241. he wrote a letter to mark telling him how he felt about the boies writing about him in the paper and saying bad things about him. he also told mark that it is ok because even thiugh he was hurt, he is learning from them how not to be ignorant and he is learning from his mistakes and he is changing.
now me i also had tomake changing within my self because the things i was getting myself in was not good and thhat wasn't me. Now since i have a son i really had to change i can't act like am 13 and dress like i'm 25. so i had to change and i can say that the change was for thr better.



Half a million dead in Darfur, in the Sudan.
100 times the innocents who died on 9/11.
Children. Women. Men. Genocide.

Wake up and see.
Wake up and see.
Wake up and see why
Jesus wept.

The rains didn't come
the sounds of the drums
the death knell kept.
Jesus wept.

Over the burning sands
the killing commands
of the warlords swept.
Jesus wept.

It should be true
that the evils evil men do
we cannot accept.
Jesus wept.

The slaughter rained on
as in the blistering dawn
the sun, the horizon, leapt.
Jesus wept.

Half a million women and children and sons and daughters
fall to the hate, their fate as wormfood for the slaughters.
Since when are 100 black babies worth less than one white businessman
in the eyes and lies of people who claim to be, to see, without sin?

Wake up and see.
Wake up and see.
Wake up and see why
Jesus wept.

now i can feel how the lord feilt but i have a question. lord now you wept for your people that you have created, but you also created the people that is doing these things to your people now what do you do now. i don't know what to think now how are you going to help these poeple lord how can this stop happen. they cry and pray and called out your name do you hear them. if so how is this helping them. is this right here getting us the knowledge about this is this your way of helping if so i know why you wept. if not that tell me why you wept.